Yeah, I wake up, feelin’ like a ghost in my skin
Clock’s tickin’ loud but it’s silent within
Smile on my face, but it’s all pretend
Tell me how I’m still breakin’ when I never bend
Look in the mirror, I don’t recognize me
Buried that kid that I used to be
Used to dream, now I barely sleep
Pain so loud, but I don’t make a peep
I don’t feel highs, I don’t feel lows
Just one long ride on a flatline road
People say “talk,” but they don’t wanna know
They just want peace, not the mess I show
I’m numb, yeah, I don’t feel nothin’
Heartbeat there, but it barely thumpin’
Eyes wide open, soul still runnin’
Tryna find light, but the dark keep comin’
I’m numb, cold in the heat of the fight
Lookin’ for truth in a world full of hype
You say I’m fine, but that don’t feel right
This ain’t livin’, just gettin’ through the night
They say time heals, but time just hides
Push it all down, now it leaks from the sides
Used to feel fire, now I feel ice
Emotions locked in a cage, no dice
Talk to God but the ceiling just stares
Told Him I’m here, but I don’t think He cares
Maybe He does, maybe it’s me
Maybe I’m scared of the peace I seek
I’ve been walkin’ with a weight on my chest
Fakein’ like I’m blessed, but I never rest
Tired of the game, tired of the test
Tired of pretending like I ain’t depressed
Can’t cry, can’t laugh, can’t scream
Trapped in a world that don’t feel real
No pain, no joy, just in-between
I miss feelin’ anything I can feel
I’m numb, yeah, I don’t feel nothin’
Heartbeat there, but it barely thumpin’
Eyes wide open, soul still runnin’
Tryna find light, but the dark keep comin’
I’m numb, cold in the heat of the fight
Lookin’ for truth in a world full of hype
You say I’m fine, but that don’t feel right
This ain’t livin’, just gettin’ through the night
