[Verse 1]
Got the view from the high-rise
Gold cards in a black wallet
My name on the guest list
Like I dreamed in my old closet
Champagne on a Tuesday
Friends that I barely know
Every room saying "you made it"
But it still feels kinda low
[Pre-Chorus]
Mama called
I let it ring
Told myself
"I'll call next week"
Standing in a crowded room
But it's me and my anxiety
[Chorus]
Guess I got everything I wanted
Every little line I used to write in my notebook
Finally turned into the life that I was chasing
But the high don't hit the way I thought it would
Guess I got everything I wanted
Every single box on the list
Yeah
It's all checked
Still I’m staring at the ceiling in a penthouse
Thinking
This is it?
This is it?
[Verse 2]
New city on a red-eye
Wake up in another bed
Perfume on a white T-shirt
I don't even know her friend
Smiles for the flashbulbs
Scroll through and I swipe past
My own face looking like a stranger
In a life that moves too fast
[Pre-Chorus]
Everyone keeps saying
"dream"
I just keep on losing sleep
Got a closet full of clothes
But no one really knows me
[Chorus]
Guess I got everything I wanted
Every little line I used to write in my notebook
Finally turned into the life that I was chasing
But the high don't hit the way I thought it would
Guess I got everything I wanted
Every single box on the list
Yeah
It's all checked
Still I’m staring at the ceiling in a penthouse
Thinking
This is it?
This is it?
[Bridge]
All the glitter on the floor
Looks like pieces of the girl I was before (oh)
Traded quiet Friday nights
For a thousand people shouting out my name
But when the speakers cut
And the last car leaves
I’m alone with every part of me
I tried to upgrade
[Chorus]
Yeah
I got everything I wanted
Every little wish I used to send into the dark sky
Falling in my hands like they were always meant to
But the touch don't feel the way I thought it might
Guess I got everything I wanted
Every single box on the list
Yeah
It's all checked
Still I’m staring at the ceiling in a penthouse
Thinking
This is it?
(Guess this is it?)
This is it?