U Been through a lot.
but still ain't given up .
when you wanted to stop thought you'd never reach the top when u stuck on the Block feeling like this all I got
So sick N tired of running, ducking and hiding from tha Cops
on top of that, every time I see him
I'm either upping or busting at the opp's
These muthafuckin streets that took a toll on my soul but it's hard to let it go when that's all you ever know but now that you getting older
Realizing you should've listened to what your people told ya I told you these streets don't love you or nobody all they do is hurt people some of them hurt people hurt people it gets hard to maintain when all you know is pain got you fighting with your brain just trying to stay sane you done got so used to the Rain got ya hoping that it might wash away a little pain when you feeling hopeless you don't think it'll ever change and every time u pray don't know really what to say
Lord forgive me for my ways I admit I'm not okay a bit broken but please don't throw me to the flames I can't take no more pain father God only you can help me change would you please I'm on my knees im so in need a love coming rescue me don't let the devil come and take What's Left of Me Release Me from these chains save me set me free
Okay okay Bando oh whoa whoa all I want to do it this no more
Fuck Tryna fake a smile
For what? I AINT pretending
Bando mmm-hhmmm
Too much pain in my soul
Its getting outta control mmm-hhmmm woaahhhh okoooo
I buried so many feelings just to
survive. Yeah
But sometimes the things you bury don't
die. Yeah
They just learn how to scream from the
inside. yeah
I buried every broken piece. I never
learned to heal nah
Lock my trauma in the
dark so I wouldn't have to feel yeah!Told
myself lies, that I was fine. While
I was still but the pain don't disappear
just cuz you tell it to be still yeah.
Too much hurt inside my soul yeah!
Feel like it was growing in my bones yeah! Tried to play like I was strong Yeah. Stayed the hero for
the world while my soul was breaking on yeah!
I was drowning in my silence. Why they
thought I moved on yeah!
but the memories
kept playing like a neverending song yeah!
They say that time will heal your wounds,Yeah but
they don't tell you how long?
Cause they all fuckin wrong Yeah.yeah! lemme know something tell me!
How to smile
when you're broken?
Yeah, How to stand when
you break down?
Yeah,How to pray when you're
lost and don't feel God's around?
Yeah!, yeaah So I
buried all my feelings yeah, but they're
Still rising from the ground yeah,
These are
emotions I buried alive yeah, Feel like Screaming but I hold it
inside yeah,while I'm trying to hold on just to survive yeah!
Smiling on the surface while my soul
wants to cry yeah!
I know that u know God,
Yeah, I'm hurting, but I'm
still going to try Lord.Yeah,These are emotions I buried alive yeah!
Those I never treated I
try to hide yeah
You're the only one who
knows what I go thru inside yeah.
But I continue to ride at least i