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U Been through a lot.

but still ain't given up .

when you wanted to stop thought you'd never reach the top when u stuck on the Block feeling like this all I got

So sick N tired of running, ducking and hiding from tha Cops

on top of that, every time I see him

I'm either upping or busting at the opp's

These muthafuckin streets that took a toll on my soul but it's hard to let it go when that's all you ever know but now that you getting older

Realizing you should've listened to what your people told ya I told you these streets don't love you or nobody all they do is hurt people some of them hurt people hurt people it gets hard to maintain when all you know is pain got you fighting with your brain just trying to stay sane you done got so used to the Rain got ya hoping that it might wash away a little pain when you feeling hopeless you don't think it'll ever change and every time u pray don't know really what to say

Lord forgive me for my ways I admit I'm not okay a bit broken but please don't throw me to the flames I can't take no more pain father God only you can help me change would you please I'm on my knees im so in need a love coming rescue me don't let the devil come and take What's Left of Me Release Me from these chains save me set me free

Okay okay Bando oh whoa whoa all I want to do it this no more

Fuck Tryna fake a smile

For what? I AINT pretending

Bando mmm-hhmmm

Too much pain in my soul

Its getting outta control mmm-hhmmm woaahhhh okoooo

I buried so many feelings just to

survive. Yeah

But sometimes the things you bury don't

die. Yeah

They just learn how to scream from the

inside. yeah

I buried every broken piece. I never

learned to heal nah

Lock my trauma in the

dark so I wouldn't have to feel yeah!Told

myself lies, that I was fine. While

I was still but the pain don't disappear

just cuz you tell it to be still yeah.

Too much hurt inside my soul yeah!

Feel like it was growing in my bones yeah! Tried to play like I was strong Yeah. Stayed the hero for

the world while my soul was breaking on yeah!

I was drowning in my silence. Why they

thought I moved on yeah!

but the memories

kept playing like a neverending song yeah!

They say that time will heal your wounds,Yeah but

they don't tell you how long?

Cause they all fuckin wrong Yeah.yeah! lemme know something tell me!

How to smile

when you're broken?

Yeah, How to stand when

you break down?

Yeah,How to pray when you're

lost and don't feel God's around?

Yeah!, yeaah So I

buried all my feelings yeah, but they're

Still rising from the ground yeah,

These are

emotions I buried alive yeah, Feel like Screaming but I hold it

inside yeah,while I'm trying to hold on just to survive yeah!

Smiling on the surface while my soul

wants to cry yeah!

I know that u know God,

Yeah, I'm hurting, but I'm

still going to try Lord.Yeah,These are emotions I buried alive yeah!

Those I never treated I

try to hide yeah

You're the only one who

knows what I go thru inside yeah.

But I continue to ride at least i