Messed up

[intro]
yeah… yeah…
22nd of May… you and I… you and I…

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[verse 1]
22nd of May, you and I, you and I
still remember your birthday, don’t know why
27th September, I drew you and me
you forgot everything, but it’s stuck in me

23rd November, you needed space
said “just a breather” then you changed
now you don’t talk, now you don’t stay
now it’s just me replaying days

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[pre-chorus]
sometimes I look at our texts…
sometimes I wonder if you do too
(you probably don’t… you probably don’t…)

we were stuck like glue… like glue… like glue…

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[chorus]
I hate you, but I miss you
you don’t understand
you got me all messed up
slipping through my hands

messed up
broken and shit

messed up, messed up
you ruined my head
you ruined my mind
I thought you were kind

I’m messed up

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[verse 2]
you changed on me, didn’t say why
one day close, next day goodbye
felt so real, thought it would last
now I’m just stuck inside the past

you and her, yeah I can see
that used to be you and me
same shit, just different name
guess to you it’s just a game

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[pre-chorus]
do you miss me?
(do you?)
or did you already move on?

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[chorus]
I hate you, but I miss you
you don’t understand
you got me all messed up
don’t know who I am

messed up
broken and shit

messed up, messed up
you fucked my head
you twisted my mind
I thought you were mine

I’m messed up

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[bridge]
22nd of March… new start, I guess
tryna get rid of this heaviness
you left in my chest
won’t let me rest

you’re a jinx…
an unlucky weight in my heart

get out… get out… get out…

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[outro]
I hate you…
I miss you…

messed up…
not forever…

…just right now

Thxsomuch style