If I, would you?

If I called you tonight

Would you answer

If I wanted to hold you

Would you let me

If I told you I still love you

Would you tell me you still love me too

If I miss you every day the way I do

Would you feel the same way too

I know things are different

I know what you said

But I can never get those words out of my head

Or the memories that are tattooed in my soul

If I called you tonight

You wouldn’t answer

If I tried to hold you

You wouldn’t let me

If I told you I still loved you

You wouldn’t feel the same

If I told you I missed you the way I do

You wouldn’t even recognize me today

You would leave me on read

If I was even that lucky to be seen

But hell it’s just the way it is these days

Even when I try

But sometime maybe you will

See what you had

But I ain’t a betting man

Atleast on you

Not anymore

So I’ll just sit here and dream of another time

Where you could’ve tried

Tried to be open and honest

Instead of hiding away

How you felt

Could’ve tried to get through to me

Had a lil more patience than you did

Instead you chose to walk away

Leaving me behind

With the pieces of myself scattered all around

On the ground

You could’ve tried so much harder

But I guess your bare minimum was that

Lettin your past blind you from what you really had

But I know I am the only one that’s sad

You could give a damn less about all that

So I’ll see you around

But next time if there is one

You’ll appreciate what you had