Farewell Darlin

There was a time

When you were mine

And I walked that line

There was a time

where I would smile

Till my damn face hurt

Now I cry these tears

Drinking cases of beers

Fightin back the memories we shared

But to hell with it all

Because there was once a time

Where I was convinced

I was with my future wife

But that ain’t how it played out

Here we are

Miles apart

Goin down different paths

I thought things were good

But you had me fooled

I was just some dumbass

Too in love

To see what kinda love it really was

It was dying

It sure wasn’t thriving

And yet I still persevered

I thought this

You thought that

But when it came down to the brass tax

You walked away

And I begged you to stay

Yet you stood your ground

And I started to howl

Because I was another wolf under the moon

I still think

What I could do today

But I remember the words you’d said

And I just get depressed

So here I go writing these things

Because nothing else helps with the pain

I tried it all

From bourbon alcohol

To sleepin around

My soul can’t be found

But I’m still here

Praying for peace

I stand at his feet

And sacrifice myself

To help you out

I pray for you all the damn time

As I loose my damn mind

Knowing I’ll just be replaced

Just another stepping stone

to your own throne

Goodbye darlin

And farewell