[Intro]
Always going up, but always falling down
Bloodline sinks into my crown…
[Verse 1]
I’m hated… frustrated.
I think I should be medicated
These pills got me seeing all red
The anger keeps growing inside my head
Can’t brake these chains
Enraged by all this pain
Faced with all this dread
At this point I wish I was dead
Tired of feeling upset with this stress
[Chorus]
I’m a Monster a devil in disguise,
you’ll realize I’m not who I claim to be
I got mental horns, wishing some days I wasn’t born,
A Monster please. Set me free
[Verse 2]
Welcome to my mind it’s full of surprises.
You should meet my friend sin he’s a hell of a time
He’ll give you whatever you desire…
You want a rush.. here’s a Pill
You want to numb.. take the Bottle
Put that semi/auto on full THROTTLE!
The sea is a beauty scene it’s like a movie screen
Can’t you see the sea it’s right in front of me.
That’s not a sea that’s just the dead I see,
What was once a beautiful scene became
[Echoed]
the Red Sea…
[Chorus]
I’m a Monster a devil in disguise,
you’ll realize I’m not who I claim to be
I got mental horns, wishing some days I wasn’t born,
A Monster please. Set me free
[Bridge]
Suicidal. Going down a spiral, thinking what it led to this…..
Lord forgive me.. for I am not what I claim to be,
The devil has taken ahold of me,
and he’s killing me slowly internally…
I ask for you to forgive my sins,
this is not the life I want to live
so please….
[Chorus][soft tone][close out][fade out]
I’m a Monster… the Devils got a hold on me.
A monster, please forgive me.
I don’t…
I don’t want to be…
a monster…
a monster…
I don’t want to be a monster…
Lord please… forgive me.
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