(Intro – soft, haunting melody, piano, distant drums)
(Ohhh ouuoohh uooouoh…)
The wheels in my brain keep turning…
And they just won’t stop anymore…
Two or three pills…
I take them every day…
And still, it wants to go on…
(Verse 1 – slow, deep bass, eerie synths, soft drum build-up)
They spin… and they want to spin…
They spin… and they don’t want to stop…
Until they finally start to realize…
That you just want to hurt me…
I waited for you so long…
Under the rain like a homeless man…
I told you my heart wants to love you…
But you just want to hurt me…
In the end…
(Chorus – dark, heavy drums, atmospheric strings, deep vocals)
(Ohhh ouuoohh uooouoh…)
Every word you say is like a boat…
It enters a port and then drifts away…
And the worst part is my heart keeps loving you…
Even though it knows this can’t go on anymore…
(Verse 2 – soft but tense, lingering notes on piano and cello)
They spin… and they want to spin…
They spin… and they don’t want to stop…
Until they finally start to realize…
That you just want to hurt me…
In the end…
In the end, you just want to use me…
Because you can’t stand being alone…
The gears won’t stop spinning…
Soon my brain will start to smoke…
Because if you keep pouring gasoline on it… it will start to burn…
(Bridge – ambient synths, slow echoing drums, whispers in background)
I don’t understand why you want to keep me…
If you make me take three pills a day…
This feeling… it truly hurts…
It’s a drug that will eventually wear out…
The more it goes on, the more I want to love it…
Even though in those eyes, only evil resides…
(Chorus – intensified, melancholic strings, deep percussions, ghostly echoes)
(Ohhh ouuoohh uooouoh…)
They spin… and they want to spin…
They spin… and they don’t want to stop…
Until they finally start to realize…
That you just want to hurt me…
In the end…
(Outro – stripped down, distant echoes, piano, slow fading drums)
And these wheels keep turning…
Even though this keeps hurting me…
These lies want to ignite a fire…
But in the end, I just dug my own grave…
In the end… this is a love I cannot face…
Those lies of yours are the pills that make me spin…
(Ohhh ouuoohh uooouoh…)
With a gun… I can stop them…
One bullet should be enough…
To stop the gears in my brain…
That just won’t stop spinning…
One bullet… and it’s all over…
And finally… they can stop…
(Long haunting instrumental fade-out, distant whispers, slow fading heartbeat sound…)
Colddisaster
