Hard to love

Every day. I wanted to fell a special way.

Every night. I wanted see in my mind.

You said you want me.

You said you need me.

You said you would be nothin without me.

Everybody body walks away.

Everybody says it’ll be ok.

Nobody stays with me.

Nobody’s there for me.

I’m just a long lost cause.

My heart just keeps fallin apart.

I give everyone my heart.

Why do I keep doin this to myself?

I’m honestly better by myself.

No one can hurt you.

Don’t let them close to you.

Save myself some pain.

I can’t run from my shame.

I can’t run from a broken heart.

Everyone needs someone to lean on.

When the world gets tough.

I know life’s road is rough.

One day you’re fine then not.

Just tryin to make it through.

That’s why I thought I needed you.

My heart just keeps fallin apart.

I give everyone my heart.

Why do I keep doin this to myself?

I’m honestly better by myself.

No one can hurt you.

Don’t let them close to you.

Save myself some pain.

I can’t run from my shame.

I can’t run from a broken heart.

Now I’m here, alone on this empty peer.

Screaming inside so no one else can hear.

I’ve been hurt a few too many times.

I know it doesn’t mean much to.

I guess I don’t expect to.

But it really hurts.

I know I’m broke.

How can I love when I can’t even love myself?

So now I’m alone, nobody to love.

I’ve been hurt for the last time.