[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh, uh
I fell again, yeah
[Chorus]
I fell again, deep in my mind
Swear I said I’d be fine, but I lied every time
You were the drug, I was fiendin’ to find
Now I’m stuck in the dark with your ghost in my spine
I can’t run, I can’t breathe
Demons talkin’ to me when I sleep
You were heaven, now it’s hell I see
Tell me, was it ever real, or just make-believe?
[Verse 1]
Pop one, just to numb the pain
Pop two, now I’m driftin’ in rain
Text you, but you never explain
Why you left, now my heart got a permanent stain
I gave my soul, you took your time
Now I’m in pieces, drawin' lines
Between love and suicide
Lookin’ for peace in a bottle of wine
[Pre-Chorus]
I know I’m lost, I know I’m broke
Words you said still caught in my throat
You were the light, now I can’t cope
All this weight, can’t stay afloat
[Chorus]
I fell again, deep in my mind
Swear I said I’d be fine, but I lied every time
You were the drug, I was fiendin’ to find
Now I’m stuck in the dark with your ghost in my spine
I can’t run, I can’t breathe
Demons talkin’ to me when I sleep
You were heaven, now it’s hell I see
Tell me, was it ever real, or just make-believe?
[Verse 2]
Told my bros I’d be okay
But this pain don’t go away
Turned my heart into 808s
And now my tears on every page
You were my high, you were my low
You were the fire in my soul
Now I'm just cold, yeah, I’m just gone
Tryna write wrongs into these songs
[Bridge]
I’m just tryna feel alive again
But every time I do, I crash again
Caught in a loop I can’t escape
Love and death, they look the same
[Chorus]
I fell again, deep in my mind
Swear I said I’d be fine, but I lied every time
You were the drug, I was fiendin’ to find
Now I’m stuck in the dark with your ghost in my spine
I can’t run, I can’t breathe
Demons talkin’ to me when I sleep
You were heaven, now it’s hell I see
Tell me, was it ever real, or just make-believe?
[Outro]
Yeah, yeah
I fell again
Love you was my only sin