Intro ]
They say it’s all in my head…
Yeah? Then tell that to the voices.
[Verse 1 – rap, aggressive]
I wake up with static, my mind’s automatic,
Thoughts are erratic, panic's cinematic,
Mirror shows a face I barely recognize,
Eyes wide, hiding cries behind the lies.
They tell me “just breathe,” but I choke on the silence,
My peace is a myth, all I know is defiance,
Fakin' a smile while I’m mentally bleedin’,
Demons keep screamin’, I silence 'em by feedin’.
My brain’s a battleground, scars like a warzone,
I’m home alone with a tone that's stone-cold,
You think I’m fine? You just see the disguise,
But I’m breakin’ apart behind well dressed lies.
[Hook – melodic singing + rap overlap]
(Sung)
These mind wars got me losin’ sleep,
Screamin’ in the dark where the secrets creep,
(Rapped)
Can’t shut it off, it just runs too deep,
I fight my mind but it won’t retreat.
(Sung)
No peace, no rest, just a storm inside,
I smile on the surface but I’m dead in the eyes.
[Verse 2 – rap, faster and darker]
Tired of pills, tired of shrinks, tired of thinkin’ I’m the problem,
Like I caused ‘em, like I chose the venom in my column.
I don’t need advice, I need an exorcist,
I’m a mind twist with a clenched fist and a death wish.
Laugh it off? Nah, I’m past that phase,
I write pain in bars, let the ink set blaze.
Pressure builds tick, tick no escape valve,
Feelin’ like a freak locked inside my own cell.
Tell me I’m strong while I shatter alone,
Textbook trauma but no place called home.
I’m my own curse, I’m the knife and the scar,
A glitch in the system that’s gone too far.
[Hook – repeat with more intensity]
(Sung)
These mind wars got me losin’ sleep,
Screamin’ in the dark where the secrets creep,
(Rapped)
Can’t shut it off, it just runs too deep,
I fight my mind but it won’t retreat.
(Sung)
No peace, no rest, just a storm inside,
I smile on the surface but I’m dead in the eyes.
[Bridge – soft, spoken then intensifying]
I’m not broken...
I’m just built this way.
Born from shadows where the silence preyed.
You call it madness…
I call it survival.
While you live for likes, I fight for revival.
[Verse 3 – rap, explosive finish]
Now I’m done bein’ quiet, done bein’ numb,
I spit what you fear, I’m the sound of the drum.
Every beat of my heart is a war cry loud,
I’m the pain in the crowd that won’t blend with the crowd.
Dark thoughts? I host ‘em like houseguests,
Toastin’ to ghosts while I drown regrets.
They said I’d never rise, just a lost case,
Now I write my truth in your smug face.
A savage with scars, a mind like a maze,
Walkin’ through hell in a lyrical blaze.
This ain’t for fame, nah, this is confession,
My verses are therapy, ink is my weapon.
[Hook – final, heavier instrumentation]
(Sung)
These mind wars got me losin’ sleep,
Screamin’ in the dark where the secrets creep,
(Rapped)
Can’t shut it off, it just runs too deep,
I fight my mind but it won’t retreat.
(Sung)
No peace, no rest,
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