My fight

I open my eyes to a fight I can’t flee

Mind’s a battlefield, but it’s only me

Smile on my face, heart heavy with weight

Tryna act fine while I wrestle my fate

Bipolar tides one moment I soar

Next I’m curled up, can’t take it no more

They say I’m strong, but they don’t see the price

Just how much I break to appear alright

Mastered the mask, perfected the act

But it’s hard when your thoughts keep stabbin' your back

I don’t want pity, I just want peace

But peace feels like a ghost that don’t ever speak

Some days I fight, some days I fall

But I’m still here still standin’ through it all

This is my fight, this is my flame

I’m not my scars, I’m more than my name

Yeah, I fall hard, but I rise again

Wrestlin’ shadows that live in my brain

Torn but alive, fractured, not fake

A heart made of fire in a world full of hate

I am not my disorder, I’m more than the pain

I bend, I bleed but I stay in the game

They see my mask, not the war in my head

They hear my laugh, but not what’s unsaid

I opened my soul, they just whispered and stared

Taught me to shut it, like no one cared

“Are you okay?”—just a question on loop

But they don’t want truth, they just want a mute

So I turned to the pen, let my silence speak

Let the beat catch the tears that I’m scared to leak

Music don’t judge it listens, it holds

Knows the parts of me I’ve never told

I rhyme to survive, drop bars to stay sane

Turn trauma to rhythm, rewrite the pain

When the world goes deaf, I amplify my storm

In the chaos of verse, I’m finally reborn

This is my fight, this is my flame

I’m not my scars, I’m not just my name

Yeah, I break down, but I rise through rain

Carryin’ burdens tattooed in my brain

Torn but breathing, battered but brave

Still lighting sparks when the nights misbehave

I am not my disorder, I’m more than the strain

I bend, I bleed but I stay in the game

I’ve touched the edge, where silence screams

Drowned in echoes of shattered dreams

But when my light felt stolen, dim

I found that flicker still burnin’ within

Not every warrior wears armor or fame

Some fight just to wake up the same

To get out of bed, to still try and pray

And whisper to the dark, “Not today”

Now I walk with the weight, but I wear it proud

My wounds ain’t weakness they just speak loud

They taught me grace, showed me my core

Built my soul stronger than before

I stumble, I crack, yeah, I fall apart

But I get up with a warrior’s heart

Turnin’ chaos to compass, pain into light

No longer hidin’ I’m done with the fright

I own every low, every cry, every scar

They lit the fire that shows who you are

Strength ain’t loud it’s in the nights you stay

When you’ve got nothin’, but still choose to stay

I found my reason in these words I ignite

I’m not just survivin' I’m claimin’ my right

This is my fight, this is my flame

I’m not the hurt, I’m not just the name

Yeah, I fall hard, but I rise again