

Prompt / Lyrics
[Verse 1] Eight years old Door half closed Cartoons loud House so cold His steps slow My heart froze He said "game" I said "no" Hands on wrists Breath so stale I left my body Watched myself Counted cracks In the wall Told my dolls It was my fault Family dinner He says grace Everyone laughing I hide my face They call him kind They call me shy I learn to shrink I learn to lie [Chorus] But I was still not yours Never yours, never yours (no) You wrote your name on my skin But you don't own my soul You took what you could take Left me shaking on that floor But even when I broke in pieces I was still not yours [Verse 2] Fifteen, first love Thought it was safe Shared my secrets Shared my shame Told him everything How I was used He kissed my cheek Said "I'm not him, I choose To treat you right" I chose to trust Met his friends Sat in the truck Music loud Jokes too thick One locked door Hands too quick Three faces Blending in Someone laughing Someone filming Tore my shirt Tore my "no" Turned my body To a show Afterwards He lit a smoke Said "don't cry It was just a joke" Walked me home Like nothing wrong Left me rotting In that dawn [Chorus] But I was still not yours Never yours, never yours (never) You carved your hunger in me Like I was open doors You took what you could take Left me bleeding, calling "Lord" But even when I couldn't speak it I was still not yours [Bridge] They say "why'd you go there?" "Why'd you wear that?" "Why'd you stay?" "Why come back?" Every question Points at me Not at the hands Not at the teeth I scrub my skin Till it burns Like I can wash off Every word I see his face In every crowd I flinch at footsteps Little sounds But in the mirror Every day I learn new sentences To say: My body, my story My choice, my voice (yeah) You stole some chapters But you don't own the girl [Chorus] I was still not yours Never yours, never yours (no more) You wrote your shame into me But I rewrite the score You took what you could take Left me shaking on that floor I gather every broken piece and You are still not Still not yours
Tags
rap, Moody, minor-key trap-soul with female vocals; close-mic whisper-rap in the verses over sparse piano stabs and a deep, slow-bouncing groove, 70–80 BPM. Choruses bloom with airy harmonies and swelling pads, kick and subbass pushing harder. Occasional pitched-down ad-libs and filtered drums in the bridge for a claustrophobic, confessional feel; final chorus strips to piano and voice for a raw, unresolved outro., female vocals
2:58
No
3/28/2026