[Verse 1]
My voice breaks open on the simplest word
A laugh arrives where a sob should have occurred
I hold the cup with both hands, let it cool
Still learning what a gentle room can do
[Pre-Chorus]
Why do I step back when the door stays wide?
Why does kindness make me want to hide?
[Chorus]
Is it hard to open up
To warmth, to love, to being alive?
My voice cracks, I cry, I laugh
As something in me bends inside
Not falling, not finished, not gone
Just making space to carry on
[Verse 2]
My shoulders creak beneath the years I wore
Old armor leaning against the bedroom door
My body keeps a record of the fight
But tonight I let my hands unclench a little light
[Pre-Chorus]
If I tremble, let me tremble near you
If I break, let the breaking make room too
[Chorus]
Is it hard to open up
To warmth, to love, to being alive?
My voice cracks, I cry, I laugh
As something in me bends inside
Not falling, not finished, not gone
Just making space to carry on
[Bridge]
I thought a life had to arrive complete
No loose thread, no shaking knees
But the heart can learn by inches
A window, a breath, a hand that doesn’t leave
[Final Chorus]
It is hard to open up
But I am here, and I am trying tonight
My voice cracks, I cry, I laugh
And every sound is proof I’m alive
Let me bend, let me mend, let me start
With a little warmth against my heart
[Outro]
My voice cracks
I’m still here
My voice cracks
You can come near