Mind rot

My mind always speaks to me

Picking at my skin like a fucking flee

Drinking too much to drown out the noise

Just to find myself off in a ditch asking myself where are we

I only find my peace when there’s a bottle in my hand

Finding myself praying on my knees to fix these thoughts

Let my mind rot

Shot for shot please just leave me so I can tie that knot

I fought so hard just to let my mind swallow me whole

Taze me with those lies that it will get better

Says the ray of fucking sunshine

When you’ve never had to wine and dine with your demons every night

Looking up above I’m done with this fight I don’t want to feel anymore

As the days go on my mind gets more and more sore

I feel this sickness down in my chest it may just be the drugs or the nest built by the past

Let my mind rot

Shot for shot please just leave me so I can tie that knot

I fought so hard just to let my mind swallow me whole

Out in the night knowing death is calling me

I might just go to that bridge that’s already taken so many lives

There’s no use in saying goodbye

Knowing no one will cry as they hear about last nights jumper

Police say he’s unrecognizable so they put me in the unmarked grave

As I’m finally free knowing I’m no one’s slave

Oh Let my mind rot

Shot for shot please just leave me so I can tie that knot

I fought so hard just to let my mind swallow me whole