TRY

My heads been hurting

Can’t help but to try to get up

But the world keeps on spinning while I just sit here waiting to die

I try to talk about my feelings but they just won’t come out

What’s life all about if every time I try I end up failing

Just get me to the water I’ll just start sailing I won’t even bother saying goodbye

Why why oh why do I try

Why why oh won’t can’t I cry

There’s something inside me but it won’t come to the light

Shot for shot to numb the this pain just to make my mind rot

May death come fast May he come quick I’m tired of this sadness making me sick

And if he won’t I’ll tie that rope and hope to choke out all the sin and regret

Why why oh why do I try

Why why oh why can’t I cry

There’s something inside me but it won’t come to the light

This is the night I say goodbye to my body

Goodbye to the vicious pain and suffering

I’ll watch the stars accompany moon and know I’ll be there soon

My life was spent in the cocoon and death will give me my wings

I may miss this up coming spring and all the ones after but I know death will take me to the abundant darkness where I shall lay

why why oh why didn’t I try

Why why oh why didn’t I try

There’s something inside me but I’ll just feed it to the dark