[Verse 1]
Sometimes I feel hopeless
Eyes to the ceiling, asking, “Do You still notice?”
Phone on silent, friends all ghosted
Heart so crowded, but I still feel lowest
I got fears that I never put in letters
Whole past heavy like a chain on my sweater
I stay quiet ‘cause I’m scared I’ll be exposed
Scared if they see the cracks, they’ll go
But You keep pulling me back from the edge
I feel Your hand resting firm on my head
Every time I’m ready just to walk off the ledge
You show me grace that I still don’t get
[Chorus]
Your hand on my head when I’m breaking
You keep on saving me, saving
I choke on the words I’m afraid to say
But You still hear the heart I hide away
I’m not sold to the pain I’ve known
I’m held in a love I can’t outgrow
Your hand on my head when I’m shaking
You keep on saving me, saving (yeah)
[Verse 2]
I had a lot to say, pages stayed blank
Tried to write my heart, pen just sank
Every confession felt too raw to share
So I smiled on cue like I wasn’t scared
I been dodging every honest conversation
Acting like I’m fine, that’s my imitation
Fear like a lock on the door of my chest
But You walk through walls, still call me blessed
I ain’t fixed yet, but I ain’t for sale
I got scars, but they don’t set my value scale
I’m not sold to the shame or the lies in my head
I belong to the One who lifted me from the dead
[Chorus]
Your hand on my head when I’m breaking
You keep on saving me, saving
I choke on the words I’m afraid to say
But You still hear the heart I hide away
I’m not sold to the pain I’ve known
I’m held in a love I can’t outgrow
Your hand on my head when I’m shaking
You keep on saving me, saving (yeah)
[Bridge]
If I lose my voice, You still know my soul
Every hidden fear, every silent “don’t go”
If I never write the state of my heart
You still read every tear like a work of art (oh)
I’m not sold, I’m not thrown away
I’m in Your hands even when I stray
[Chorus]
Your hand on my head when I’m breaking
You keep on saving me, saving
I choke on the words I’m afraid to say
But You still hear the heart I hide away
I’m not sold to the pain I’ve known
I’m held in a love I can’t outgrow
Your hand on my head when I’m shaking
You keep on saving me, saving