Number One

Sittin here, starin blank page like a Barron Desert lonely landscape when the words don’t come like they’re trapped in a cage, and I feel responsible to have to help them escape a hero swoop in comin to save the day to keep them on the path back and not let lead them astray welcome down the path now I see what’s in the way the obstacle the substance blocker death of ideas the brain fogger when everyone’s in a sprint and you’re behind the jogger carryin 10 gallons of water wonderin why you can’t speed up shed the weight to get some help cause no one can win the enemys yourself

Scalpel to the ego cut the weakness out.

Silence the static amputate the doubt.

Cant blame the storm when you built the drought. Operate or flatline. Decide right now. Try hard be the same you can always be Goody manifest GREATNESS baby get in the zone that’s when you have your King Ginger moment.

Your brains stuck in the past on shit you can’t change or affect thinkin about those rainy days when you have so much regret snap back outta the past but you’re worryin about what hasn’t even happened yet and may never be, but you can’t function with this anxiety a pain on your back leads to confusion indecision and panic attacks and none of its real life your brain is makin it happen with all this going on. How can you be lyrically rappin or creative or even intellectual continue on this path you’re done you need a change of direction you’ll be a whole new person that people are scared to versus when you’re 100% can’t touch you compete or even afford the rent to live on your level where the air is thin, where if you have ever been, we’re greatness of bounds and doubt fear, and maybe don’t exist.

Scalpel to the ego cut the weakness out.

Silence the static amputate the doubt.

Cant blame the storm when you built the drought. Operate or flatline. Decide right now. Try hard be the same you can always be Goody manifest GREATNESS baby get in the zone that’s when you have your King Ginger moment.

It’s easy for me to sit here and write about the right thing in a room with no one around and no accountability. There’s no one comin after me, but they’re on your heels and know they’re gettin to your feels think they found your weakness goin in for the kill so lock your head in the game. Give the crowd a thrill get em out their seats and make them swoon Send em over the moon and your haters to their doom, let em know. They don’t belong here with you not on your level or game clear out the room. You already beat the best. The demon inside of you. You will always be your hardest test beat you down with regret, when you overcome rise above, show the love, pull others up Tell those bastards you’ve had enough and that they’re done might as well call you Neo or Anakin cause you’re the chosen one gods son never done they can keep on for number two cause you are number 1. TGB LIFE! Win the war in your skull first. Everything else is paperwork. Have your own KG moment, it’s insane yall.