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**[Intro]**
Yeah.
I’m not mad anymore.
I’m just tired.
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**[Verse 1]**
It sits in the back of my head like a hum I can’t kill,
Every time I slow down, it’s there, loud and shrill.
You call it the past like it vanished on cue,
But the stain’s still there every time I think of you.
“Victim of circumstance,” miss me with that,
You knew every door you kicked in on your way back.
Bad luck, bad timing, yeah that’s what you say,
Funny how you always chose it anyway.
Still chasing easy, still dodging the mirror,
Calling it freedom while it gets clearer—
You don’t want peace, you just want relief,
A place to collapse and call it belief.
I carried the bags, paid the toll, ate the blame,
Held your mess together while you played the game.
Now I’m the villain ‘cause I finally cracked,
Put the weight down and didn’t pick it back.
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**[Pre-Chorus]**
You say I changed,
I say I woke up.
You say I’m cold,
I say I grew up.
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**[Chorus]**
I’m tired of carrying your weight,
It was fun when it was quiet, when you knew your place.
But you aired it out, turned dirt into a show,
Should’ve kept that shit to yourself, now you gotta go.
You call me crazy, huh?
Memories hazy, huh?
Only you betray me, huh?
Let you in my life, you wrecked it—
So amazing, huh?
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**[Verse 2]**
You confuse my kindness for something you own,
Like I owed you a seat every time I felt alone.
Truth is, I was bored, you filled the dead space,
Now the silence feels cleaner without your face.
You say, “I’d never do that, I don’t need your money,”
Wild how that sentence aged real funny.
I paid my way, you just tagged along,
Called it partnership while leaning on me strong.
Still drunk, still high, still stuck in your phase,
Calling it healing ‘cause the bills get paid.
You wanna float while I anchor the room,
Then act surprised when I cut the balloon.
You don’t want stability, you want a stage,
Somebody else to clean up the rage.
I kept it private, you made it content,
Now you’re shocked I don’t want to defend.
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**[Pre-Chorus]**
You talk real loud
For someone who’s wrong.
You blame the world
But the pattern’s strong.
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**[Chorus]**
I’m tired of carrying your weight,
It was fine till you dragged it out and made it my name.
I kept it locked, you cracked it for clout,
Should’ve kept that shit to yourself, now you’re shut out.
You call me heartless, huh?
Say I’m guarded, huh?
Only you started this, huh?
Let you in my life, you burnt it—
So amazing, huh?
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**[Bridge]**
I didn’t save you,
I enabled you.
There’s a difference—
Learn it.
I don’t hate you,
I just see you.
And that vision
Cost me patience.
You wanted a ride,
Not a direction.
Wanted comfort,
Not correction.
[Outro]
I should’ve left when it still felt light,
When the warning signs whispered instead of screamed.
But I stayed ‘cause chaos kills time,
And boredom makes dumb shit seem deep.
Now you rewrite it like I was cruel,
Like boundaries mean I’m unhinged.
Funny how self-respect looks violent
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