[Intro]
Candles crawl
Down black stone walls
Shadows count
The years he lost
[Verse 1]
Ten years small
With a trash bag heart
All his world
In a torn-up cart
Names on doors
That were not his name
Plastic plates
And a hunger shame
[Pre-Chorus]
Every bed
Had a borrowed sheet
Every prayer
Fell in empty heat
He learned fast
How to disappear
How to choke
On a strangled tear (hey!)
[Chorus]
The living nightmare
Woke him every dawn
Hands on his shoulders
Saying "kid
Be strong"
Three long winters
Frozen in that place
The living nightmare
Wrote across his face
But he still burned
He still burned
Like a small
Defiant flame
[Verse 2]
Kitchen clock
Like a judge on high
Ticking loud
While the days slid by
Other kids
With their broken wings
Trading scars
Like they’re normal things
[Pre-Chorus]
He drew maps
In the dark at night
Secret roads
Back to honest light
Whispered oaths
To an unseen friend
"I will not
Break
I only bend"
[Chorus]
The living nightmare
Woke him every dawn
Hands on his shoulders
Saying "kid
Hold on"
Three long summers
Caged behind that gate
The living nightmare
Tried to carve his fate
But he still burned
He still burned
Like a stubborn little flame
[Bridge]
[Strings rise
Choir in Latin syllables]
Violins weep
Where his lullabies should be
Voices in black
Sing his name in minor key
"Child of the castaway years
Keeper of uncried tears"
He lifts his chin to the sky
"I will not die here" (oh!)
[Chorus]
The living nightmare
Could not crush his soul
All of those midnights
Forged a blade from coal
Three long years
Of being passed like blame
The living nightmare
Gave his fire a name
Now he burns
Now he burns
Like a roaring
Righteous flame
[Outro]
Candles out
But the boy stands tall
From ten to thirteen
He survived it all
In his chest
Where the darkness screamed
Beats a heart
That was never what they dreamed