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I still see your shadow in the backseat light

Like a ghost that follows me home every night

Broken glass and cigarettes under the rain

Every little memory cuts through my veins

I tried to bury all the things that we were

But the silence only makes your voice louder

Everybody says that time heals pain

But the scars still spell your name

And I hate that I still need you

After all this time

I’m losing sleep just trying

To keep you alive inside my mind

Don’t let me drown alone tonight

I’m barely breathing in the dark

You were the fire in my veins

Now I’m collapsing where you left the spark

And every room still feels like you

Every wound still bleeds the truth

I scream your name into the black

But all I hear is silence back

Cold headlights and empty streets at 2 AM

Driving circles through the places we’ve been

Your laugh still echoes underneath my skin

Like a war I know I’ll never win

I’m so tired of pretending I moved on

When every piece of me is already gone

If love dies why does it still hurt this bad

Why do I still want what we had

So pull me under

I’m too far gone

These broken memories

Are all I’ve got

And I still hear you

Inside my head

A thousand words

I never said

Don’t let me disappear tonight

I’m hanging by a single thread

You were the pulse inside my chest

Now every dream feels cold and dead

And if you hear me through the dark

If any part of you remains

Just know I never stopped loving you

Even when it drove me insane

I know

I'd still love you all over again