What should I do now that my bottles never filled at all
I Rely on you
The alcohol and all the bullshits gone
The milk is spoiled and it spilled
My soul cries
Too far gone to listen to anyone at all
Giving nothing but thinking I deserved it all
Love and hate relationship
And now im torn In half
Was it you or was it me is what I always ask
Ive spent hours days weeks just thinking of it all
How was my mind so gone that I could go and drop the ball
Its always me and never you
How Dare you not pick up when I call
Im torn in half with the love in this
How can you find the joy in this
Laugh at my pain its like your loving this
I know I call and tell you that i really needa talk to you
I melt down when you say you love me
Then just start acting like you do
What should I do
Tippy toes with questions that I have
Now imm half the man that I used to be
A sour lemon you’re done squeezing me
For every ounce of dignity and integrity
Its crazy now your acting guilt free
Careless of your actions
Never really know the truth of things
Or anything that ever happens
The truth is there for everyone to see
What should I do now that my bottles never filled at all
I Rely on you
The alcohol and all the bullshits gone
The milk is spoiled and it spilled
My soul cries
Too far gone to listen to anyone at all
Giving nothing but thinking I deserved it all
Love and hate relationship
And now im torn I half
Was it you or was it me is what I always ask
Forgive me if it think openness and honesty
Its the answer its the key
Where do I fit in your life
Cus you always fit in mine I always have time
Somehow I always find the flaws in your life
And don’t stop and look at mine
One day you need me then you don’t
You are my sail I am the boat
Without you I wouldn’t have any way to go
Forward is the way I look but the current drags me back
I sprung a leak now theres a crack
Im taken back when I stop and reminisce
The first time I tried to steal a kiss
It was so sweet
My heart was beating couldn’t move my feet
I couldn’t talk You took away my speech
So beautiful your eyes are like a velvet green
I get lost in em
Sad thing now I can’t see in em
Full of hate animosity and venom
God has a plan for us both
What should I do now that my bottles never filled at all
I Rely on you
The alcohol and all the bullshits gone
The milk is spoiled and it spilled
My soul cries
Too far gone to listen to anyone at all
Giving nothing but thinking I deserved it all
Love and hate relationship
And now im torn In half
Was it you or was it me is what I always ask
