[Verse 1]
You again
In the bathroom glass
“Look at you” you say
“Every breath a waste”
You laugh at my shirt
At my stomach, my face
“Too big, too gross
Too late to be saved”
You list every name
I was called at school
“Fat, ugly, useless
They were right about you”
I grip the sink
Try to breathe through the burn
You hiss in my ear
“Do the world a turn”
[Pre-Chorus]
You circle like smoke
In the cracks of my brain
“You’re the punchline, kid
You’re a walking stain”
I slam my fist
Til my knuckles sting
Say, “If I’m that weak
Why am I still standing?”
[Chorus]
Get out of my head
You’re loud but you’re lying
You want me erased
But I’m still defying
You call me a burden
I call it a scar
You say I’m nothing
I made it this far
Get out of my head
You’re cruel but you’re scared
You want me to vanish
I’m still right here (yeah)
[Verse 2]
You turn up the surge
“Listen, do the math
Everyone you love
Would breathe easy at last”
“You ruin each room
Every joke, every day
You’re dead air, dead weight
In everybody’s way”
You paint it so calm
Like a favor, a gift
“End it clean, one move
Give their lives a lift”
But I see your cracks
In the words you spit
If I’m so worthless
Why you working this quick?
[Pre-Chorus]
You say I’m a monster
Then beg for the throne
You say I’m alone
While you cling to my bones
I’m shouting back now
Over all that dread
“If I don’t matter
Why you want me dead?” (hey!)
[Chorus]
Get out of my head
You’re loud but you’re lying
You want me erased
But I’m still defying
You call me a burden
I call it a scar
You say I’m nothing
I made it this far
Get out of my head
You’re cruel but you’re scared
You want me to vanish
I’m still right here (right here)
[Bridge]
[Beat strips down, distorted vocal]
“You’re fat, you’re foul
You’re a broken tool
End it, end it
Be merciful”
[Beat builds, vocal fights back]
I am not your script
I am not your voice
I am still alive
I still have a choice
[Final Build]
“You’re useless, hopeless
Just pull it now”
I scream over you
“I won’t lay down!”
Your echo climbs
Til it splits the sound
My heart like a hammer
I won’t back out
[Outro]
[Everything ducks to silence but a thin high synth]
Click click
[Full-band, EDM slam hit with gun-shot style impact]
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