This is it

Midnight on the ceiling, your name in my head

Heart full of words I never said

Your side of the bed still warm somehow

But you’re not here with me now

I replay your laugh like a favorite song

Trying to figure out where we went wrong

I loved you deep, maybe too deep

Now love’s the reason I can’t sleep

I gave you my soul with no return

Now I’m learning how heartbreak burns

I’d still choose you, knowing the cost

Even loving you meant losing us

I’m holding love with broken hands

Still praying you’ll understand

I miss the way you used to stay

Now I just love you from far away

This heart don’t know how to move on

When love and sadness feel the same

I’m still yours, you’re still gone

Slow dancing with the pain

Your ghost in the mirror every time I cry

I see us when I close my eyes

Promises faded, pictures too

But every song still sounds like you

I tried to drown you out with time

But memories don’t fall in line

You said forever, I believed

Now forever’s just a memory

If loving you is my curse

Then leaving you feels worse

I’d rather ache than feel okay

If okay means you’re erased

I’m holding love with broken hands

Still praying you’ll understand

I miss the way you used to stay

Now I just love you from far away

This heart don’t know how to move on

When love and sadness feel the same

I’m still yours, you’re still gone

Slow dancing with the pain

If you ever feel alone at night

Know my heart’s still on your side

Even shattered, even torn

I’d choose you in every form

So I’ll whisper your name in the dark

Let the tears fall soft and slow

Some loves don’t fade, they just scar

And I’ll love you even if you never know