Why I talk to myself

All i can say
I tried my best
Did my best 
But i ,i,i,i,
Get treated like trash
But it's all good 
Because it's traditional 
People say they know GOD
And they Good
Because they go to church!!!
They tell me!!
I need GOD!!!
And they try to be righteous!!! 
Huh??? Really??? 
That's why i laugh though!!! 
When i get help
By my love ones
This is what i get!!! 
A room full of cats and dogs!!!! 
Trash everywhere!!! 
Shit on da floor!!! 
I help clean!
I work!!!
 i pay my dews!!!
But yeah!!!
I slept on a bed 
that the dogs shitted on!! 
I sleep outside!!
In the cold!!
Like a bulldog
In the small hut
For now on just call me
The guard dog
Roof roof!!!
I am broke 
Still fighting 
But at the end if the day
The call of GOD
Is what i am waiting for 
I did my part
So i surrender 
My source 
I love you
Come Please 
get me 
soon 
because 
 I am ready!!!!
MY Gods will be done!!!
Everything i do
Is bad that's why i got the poop end of the stick 
Ha ha ha
That's why i laugh 
And you know what
I see the Golden Gates in front of me 
And the door is wide open
So yeah
I rest my Case 
Be blessed 
Im flying in with my Cape 
Because i am the captain 
Of my mind state

All i can say
I tried my best
Did my best 
But i ,i,i,i,
Get treated like trash
But it's all good 
Because it's traditional 
People say they know GOD
And they Good
Because they go to church!!!
They tell me!!
I need GOD!!!
And they try to be righteous!!! 
Huh??? Really??? 
That's why i laugh though!!! 
When i get help
By my love ones
This is what i get!!! 
A room full of cats and dogs!!!! 
Trash everywhere!!! 
Shit on da floor!!! 
I help clean!
I work!!!
 i pay my dews!!!
But yeah!!!
I slept on a bed 
that the dogs shitted on!! 
I sleep outside!!
In the cold!!
Like a bulldog
In the small hut
For now on just call me
The guard dog
Roof roof!!!
I am broke 
Still fighting 
But at the end if the day
The call of GOD
Is what i am waiting for 
I did my part
So i surrender 
My source 
I love you
Come Please 
get me 
soon 
because 
 I am ready!!!!
MY Gods will be done!!!
Everything i do
Is bad that's why i got the poop end of the stick 
Ha ha ha
That's why i laugh 
And you know what
I see the Golden Gates in front of me 
And the door is wide open
So yeah
I rest my Case 
Be blessed 
Im flying in with my Cape 
Because i am the captain 
Of my mind state

raping with my own soul