Amateur

I was once an amateur doing who knows and who knows when tired to get surgical but that didn’t go so well I ended up being just a dumb girl getting exploited by one of them tried to die so many times just gave up on being alive is the only other choice I started as a amateur not knowing what to do started when he have and just walked out it hurt started doing stupid stuff got in trouble so many times to me this is now just a game working on getting better for them covering for them when they need it the most because everyone think I am just some sweet amateur kid