SeeSick

Drowning in the waves of this stormy sea,

Can't breathe, can't think, can this even be?

Riding the tide of all that I've lost,

What have we built? Was it worth the cost?

Here I stand with time's unforgiving hand,

A shadow of the love that we once planned.

You said my heart was wandering, a thief in the night,

But it was your laughter I heard, taking flight.

I tried to mend what was torn and frayed,

But every word, just a price I paid.

In our home, betrayal whispered low,

Now a specter haunts where our warmth should grow.

See/Sea sick, I’m losing my grip,

In these raging waters, I can’t take this trip.

A captain adrift on a ship that won’t sail,

Your love’s a tempest, a furious gale.

See/Sea sick, I’m fading away,

You drowned us both, now we're just debris in gray.

With your friend in our bed, you shattered the trust,

A love once so vivid, now buried in rust.

The echoes of laughter still ring in my ears,

Mixed with the taste of unspoken fears.

I gave you my everything, night after night,

But you shifted shadows ‘til wrong felt so right.

In this house that now feels like a ghost,

I'm haunted by memories I loved the most.

See/Sea sick, I’m losing my grip,

In these raging waters, I can’t take this trip.

A captain adrift on a ship that won’t sail,

Your love’s a tempest, a furious gale.

See/Sea sick, I’m fading away,

You drowned us both, now we're just debris in gray.

After ten years, am I ready to fold?

The warmth of your heart now feels bitterly cold.

Can silence be peace, or a prison unseen?

What’s left of us now? Just a withered dream.

See/Sea sick, I’m losing my grip,

In these raging waters, I can’t take this trip.

A captain adrift on a ship that won’t sail,

Your love’s a tempest, a furious gale.

See/Sea sick, I’m fading away,

You drowned us both, now we're just debris in gray.

So I'll sail into silence, let the waves carry me,

No more fights, no more nights, just a heart left to bleed.

The tide has taken my heart, left me with scars,

I’m lost at sea now, our ship turned to stars.