Over you..

I lay awake at night

Trying to remember

The last time we shared a kiss

Or the last time we were 'together'

If I could, I would

Kiss you again... & then

Id carve it in my heart for good

I wake up every morning

With feelings I can't explain

It's like a constant sorrow, a deep despair

- that never goes away

Some days I can carry on, other days I don't know how.

All I wanna do

Is feel you

& be in your arms right now

I just can't get you out of my head

or out of my heart

The way you used to look at me

the way we would kiss

Makes my body shake

My heartache

Every time I reminisce....

It'd be easier

To get over you

If all the things I hated about you

Stayed misunderstood

But honestly

I can only

Separate the shit from the good

Because the hurts been melted away

With all the tears I've cried each day

So now..

.. I only see

A man, forged.. from the war he survived with me.

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I try to save myself

From being drenched by grief

Until suddenly,

Just randomly

We'll have to meet or talk about something brief,

1 minute or longer, it's the same either way

The rush of the love, Then the storm of my heart

My painful reality each day...

It's the hardest thing to do -

..... trying to get over you...

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At times I still imagine

The life we planned

And even though it breaks my soul

It also heals and helps me understand

And even when my chest feels tight

And it feels like I just might

Break

I keep going on..

Trying to be strong

I have to do this I have to feel it..

Its the only way to get through

Trying to stop the thoughts

Or stop the dreams,

Keeps me in the loop

So no matter what, I can't get out of this thing i gotta do

And no matter what

On my mind is always you

No matter what, if I could go back and try

undo it all well I would

and then do it all again.. but this time do it right.

I miss you

So much it crushes my soul...

The hardest thing in the world -

Is to Let

You & I

.....

Go