Sober

The pain and struggles I go through everyday makes me wanna drink and drink until it fades away the only way to cope with my problems is to drink because it is so easy it's fun until she sees that different side of me

Because I get drunk and I know it's not for the best because in the morning all I feel is regret and every time I'm like this she thinks that I'm a mess and I'm the one to blame she looks down on me with shame but the feelings I have for her words cannot explain the thought of losing her makes me wanna get sober

I've been drinking every night for the past few weeks she starts to cry before she falls asleep I hate to see her in this kind of pain the emotions she's feeling are hard to restrain I come home drunk again she slams the door and I start to cry as she drives away I knew this day would come but never thought it'd be today

Because I get drunk and I know it's not for the best because in the morning all I feel is regret and every time I'm like this she thinks that I'm a mess and I'm the one to blame she looks down on me with shame but the feelings I have for her words cannot explain the thought of losing her makes me wanna get sober