[Verse]
Every night, demons whispering in my ear
Monsters under beds, ain't the childhood kind, fear
Mind racing like a track star on a loop
Past scars and fresh wounds, feel the press from every troop
[Verse 2]
Got these labels on me, like trophies on a shelf
Bipolar, schizo, insomnia, it's hell
Claspin' tight my sanity, slipping through the cracks
Cop lights flash, judgment, attack after attack
[Chorus]
They don't understand the chaos that I see
PTSD got me drownin', can't break free
Voices crowdin', anxiety's tightening grip
Trust is shattered, borderline makes me trip
[Verse 3]
Bruised by the hands meant to protect
Authorities and lovers, all neglect
Double-edged knife cuttin' deep every night
In this warzone, never know who's right
[Bridge]
Lookin' in the mirror, see a stranger stare
Reflection splintered, barely holding there
World spins wild, can't find a tether
Storm cloud skies never seem to weather
[Chorus]
They don't understand the chaos that I see
PTSD got me drownin', can't break free
Voices crowdin', anxiety's tightening grip
Trust is shattered, borderline makes me trip