Writing in the rain

The sun is bright, but my life feels so dark

The day you walked away, you you left a big mark

We laughed until sunset with no worries or fears

Back when your smile could wipe all my tears

Word from me word from you, we said our names

In that one moment, my heart never felt the same

But now you're gone, and i only feel pain

Maybe there is a sun, but in my heart it's just rain

Can't sleep anymore, am i going insane ?

Thought i would move on, but man goddamn

But Through all that I'm the only one to blame

cause i already knew, her heart wasn't mine to claim

Was it because the distance? Because you live so far ?

Now all the roads between us left on my heart a big scar

Don't know how i feel, it is way too hard

I'm drowning in a mess, in my mind's and heart's war

I’m stuck in the past and i can’t let you go

I'm lost in a dream that ended a while ago

I reach for the light but it's nowhere near

Trying to hold on to you but you're not here

Tears on the lyrics, i was writing in the rain

With you i lost my heart, there was nothing to gain

I whisper your name, but i don't think it was heard

Thought we'd be together, and be like love birds

I'm writing these lines just to deal with the pain

A smile on my face but I am breaking down again

My heart was full of fire now it’s cold like the rain

I thought I'm moving on but I'm stuck in a chain

I'm trying to be cool but I'm dying inside

Telling the world “I’m good” but it’s all just a lie

Now i see your eyes in the stars up the sky

It's been a little while now, but time doesn't fly

I still hear your laugh like it’s stuck in my head

I still remember every word that you said

I'm trying to forget, but I’m bleeding instead

A fool trying to kill a love that was already dead

I’m stuck in the past and i can’t let you go

I'm lost in a dream that ended a while ago

I reach for the light but it's nowhere near

Trying to hold on to you but you're not here

Tears on the lyrics, i was writing in the rain

With you i lost my heart, there was nothing to gain

I whisper your name, but i don't think it was heard

Thought we'd be together, and be like love birds