My Motion

Pills in my pocket, demons in my veins

Every step forward, just circling the drain

My shadow whispers secrets, it knows my name

The mirror don’t lie, it reflects my shame

Chasing the numb, can’t feel the sun

Heartbeat a metronome, ticking, I’m done

Eyes like a graveyard, hollow and deep

I sold my dreams for a temporary sleep

It's the Painkiller motherf***er, I’m lost

Every high’s a bargain, but I pay the cost

It's the Painkiller motherf***er, I’m trapped

This motion’s my prison, no escape, no map

Toxic carousel, spinning too fast

Each ride’s a promise, but it never lasts

Hunger in my bones, but the feast is fake

Devil’s on my shoulder, feeding me the ache

Scars on my knuckles, from punching the night

Hope’s a candle, but I lost the light

Every prayer’s a whisper, drowned in the void

Fighting for a life that I’ve already destroyed

It's the Painkiller, motherf***er, I’m lost

Every high’s a bargain, but I pay the cost

It's the Painkiller motherf***er, I’m trapped

This motion’s my prison, no escape, no map