No matter no matter no matter how loud I shall everybody still has their doubts they keep trying to rip my heart out I don't know what this life is about I try I try I try you could see it with your eyes if you just look at me and understand what I'm trying to say I did nothing wrong I did nothing wrong I did nothing wrong I did nothing wrong you were right there with me you were right there with me you were right there next to me please please just speak to me you said that you've been feeling this way I told you all you had to do is tell me or say something to me to let me know but instead you better take everything from me you rather rip my heart out and throw it on the ground don't be out like it never was worth amount of s*** you act like I'm nothing but a piece of s*** I gave you my all I gave you my life I gave up everything which I had nothing at all I gave up nothing is that what you think you think I didn't have no pain and suffering you think it's easy for me to have everything taken from me to give up on the world to say f*** it you think it's easy for me to try to turn on a new leaf and try to be hey thank you please but once again I did it again I try to be with you you said you were my friend but here it is it comes down to the very end and you treat me like what you treat me like what you said it's because of what you want to blame who man f*** you I did nothing to you you were right there next to me I even get down on my knees and say baby please but you just look at me with a smirk tell me that I need to go out like a Merc f*** you in this b******* it just drives me in the guts and just f****** hurts I don't come with a warranty I don't come with a update I come with what you see you were pleased you said you love me but now all of a sudden you hate me you want to take away my family you have me begging on my knees screaming baby please what did I really mean to you what did you really mean every time you said I love you what did you mean when you said you would never let me go what did you mean when you said you would never let me go but here it is again got me begging on my knees saying baby f****** baby please don't do this to me again why am I even living there
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