Beam

There's a hole in my heart...

That can never be fixed..

I'll be missing you 4 ever...

Till we meet once again..

I wish I had a chance..

To show u how I've changed..

I know we grew apart..

But my love for you remains..

It was never about you.

It was never about me.

Not the way that you would think..

We were friends turned family..

I never thought the day would come..

I'd be saying my goodbyes..

Even tho we grew apart.

It still caught me by surprise..

I had always thought some day..

I would see u once again..

We would apologize to eachother..

But now that's not happenin'..

The pain I feel inside.

Is it ever gonna end..

Did u know how much I cared..

Beam u were more then just a friend..

The day I got the call..

One of the worst days of my life..

Shattered my heart to pieces..

Crying..,

Asking God Why??...?.

It took me a long time...

To really comprehend..

U were truly gone..

never coming back again...

Even though I hadn't seen you..

In damn near 5 years..

It hurt me so badly..

I couldn't fight back the tears...

I dropped down to my knees..

Right then and there..

Begging God please.. Not Beam..

This just isn't fair...

I hope that you can hear this..

Somewhere out there..

Where ever we go...

When our lives end here..

There's a hole in my heart..

That can never be fixed..

I'll be missing you so much.

Till we meet once again..