No more love in the veins tonight
Just static where your heartbeat lived
I talk to walls, they answer back
Say I’m not broken, just miswired
I tried to feel it, tried to pray
Tried every name you used to say
But every kiss tastes counterfeit
Like I survived, but didn’t live
I laugh too loud, then I go quiet
I sleep with lights on, hate the silence
I’m not scared, just curious
What’s on the other side of this
No more love, it burned me out
I’m dancing with my doubts now
Spinning till I fade away
Not dying—just drifting
I don’t wanna end it all
I just wanna feel something
If this is life, then tell me why
I keep wondering what death is like
Mirror says I’m still okay
But my eyes don’t recognize me
I play insane like it’s a game
Smile wide, then crash completely
Everybody says “be strong”
But strength feels like a costume
I’m not asking to be gone
I just wanna press undo
I flirt with edges, pull back fast
Too curious about the dark
I don’t wanna disappear
I just want the fear to stop
No more love, it burned me out
I’m dancing with my doubts now
Spinning till I fade away
Not dying—just drifting
I don’t wanna end it all
I just wanna feel something
If this is life, then tell me why
I keep wondering what death is like
If heaven’s quiet, if hell’s loud
If nothing waits me underground
Is it peace or just no pain?
Is it silence in my brain?
I’m still here, I’m still breathing
Still fighting what I’m thinking
I don’t wanna cross that line
Just wanna understand my mind
No more love
No more lies
I’m still alive
I’m still alive
No more love, but I’m not gone
Just learning how to hold on
Even when my thoughts collide
And I’m losing the light
I don’t wanna end it all
I just wanna feel human
If this is life, I’ll stay and fight
Even when I wonder what death is like
Still here
Still breathing
Still choosing the morning light