[Verse 1]
She keeps the bills in a cereal box
Two mugs on the sink, one chipped
Checks her face in a dark window
Like it might tell her what she missed
She says, “I chose the steady road”
But her hands still shake at the gate
And every yes she ever gave
Turns heavy by the end of the day
[Pre-Chorus]
She can hear it in her teeth
That little crack inside
One more step, one more smile
One more thing to hide
[Chorus]
Surviving was healing
That’s what she told herself
Surviving was healing
When the whole house fell on her
She can’t make them all happy
Can’t even make herself stay
Surviving was healing
Till the wound learned her name
[Verse 2]
At the laundromat on Sycamore
She folds the same blue shirt again
Texting “I’m fine” with a thumb
That won’t let the message end
She keeps the porch light on for them
Keeps the door half-open wide
But every face she tries to save
Leaves a bruise on the inside
[Pre-Chorus]
She can hear it in her teeth
That little crack inside
One more step, one more smile
One more thing to hide
[Chorus]
Surviving was healing
That’s what she told herself
Surviving was healing
When the whole house fell on her
She can’t make them all happy
Can’t even make herself stay
Surviving was healing
Till the wound learned her name
[Bridge]
Maybe the truth is smaller
Than the story she rehearsed
Not every scar means triumph
Not every silence means the worst
She lets the box fan hum
Lets the tears hit the tile
If she can say, “I’m not fine”
Maybe that’s the first mile
[Final Chorus]
Surviving was healing
That’s what she told herself
Surviving was healing
When the whole house fell on her
She can’t make them all happy
Can’t even make herself stay
Surviving was healing
Till the wound learned her name