Depressive mode destressing codes 110110110 bro CBT can’t back down to the enemy assume the world is split in two god and evil. Fuck your feels Evel Knievel trust your judgment chose your thoughts and behaviors engage the enemies shoot your shot at there hearts. Honor they father and mother regardless of your upbringing unwanted feelings unconscious dealings brother where did you go man I’m searching where did you go my brother in Christ where did you GOooooooooooo. Du,du,du,du La,di,da,da,da
Trigger finger ready to shoot my shot Level weigh it out tiny twist bitch take your chain and shoot it back at you with shotgun Rage Slugging Stain mad thoughts of rage still working this shit out rough patch of rage and hate could have I done more damn fuck to late to think exercise socialize go for a RUN Emotionalize organize god I’m trying to be better to not let these triggers take a hold freezer’s of life and stagnant energy may my walk with Christ break all binds feelings super shitty with my emotions gritty nonstop mental fights debating temple heights lifted weights photographs of past mistakes crafts I aspire to do hinted fate read a book lyrical music tunes chilling Aid feelings paid trying to work through all these demotions Anger Rage Sadness Keymotions old me trying to resurface to deliver a lesson old me can wait manic episodes incoming turn up the bullshit and run with what I got still trying to find my friend NICK STAY to Christ who I know will already win so I’ll find Nick one day and keep on goooing keep him in my prayers Nick where did you go bro where did you go where did you go bro where did you go where did you off and gooooooo