I don’t know anymore
Pulling my hair out
Fallicals, eye sockets
Poltergeist and civil wars
Mistress of the candy store
Pineapple cream
And beneath a selfish surface
Selfies attached to a stick
In the weirdest dream
I don’t know anymore
All plum rainbows
I don’t know anyone anymore
But forever in the shadow
Of the crossbow
Go on and let the arrow fly through
Another overwhelming daydream
Thunderhead overhead, sunset overhang
The stone is whispering something
Just out of ear shot
I am at home but still a thousand miles away
The love you bring, the baggage I brought
I hope you know I appreciate everything
And I don’t owe anyone
Anything or maybe everything
Something I sense deep in my bones
Secret passage back to my own heart
A mangled mess I can’t leave alone
Destiny laid out like a road in front of me,
Survivor of underwhelming daydreams
Fractured fantasies
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anymore