Thoughts

I lose myself every time that I think,

Too many shadows I fight from within.

The nights are so quiet, but my heart screams loud,

There’s a storm in my chest I can’t let out.

I often wish I could turn back the time,

But all that remains is this void inside.

I’m lost in myself, no way to escape,

Trapped in my mind like a permanent cage.

(Chorus)

A thousand thoughts are pulling me down,

Just one short moment – and the tears come around.

I wear a mask, I look so strong,

But every day feels painfully wrong.

I’m losing me…

I’m losing myself.

No way to connect, this world feels so bare,

No space for me in the weight of this care.

The time that I have is never my own,

And when I can breathe, I still feel alone.

Maybe the others feel just like me,

But I’m still me – and I can’t break free.

I’m reaching for light, but I find only night,

And wonder if anyone sees my fight.

(Chorus)

A thousand thoughts are pulling me down,

Just one short moment – and the tears come around.

I wear a mask, I look so strong,

But every day feels painfully wrong.

I’m losing me…

I’m losing myself.

(Bridge)

If you look at me, you just see the face,

But behind the smile, there’s no light, no trace.

I just want to know who I really am –

But the answer fades like wind in the sand.

(Final Chorus)

A thousand thoughts are screaming inside,

And no one sees what I try to hide.

I wear a mask, I look so strong,

But deep inside… everything’s gone wrong.

I’m losing me…

I’m losing myself.