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Love don’t live here tonight (nah),

I been tryna make it right (yeah).

But no matter what the fuck I try,

It’s just pain in disguise.

All these memories,

Runnin’ through my head, I can’t sleep.

Voices in my mind won’t let me be,

I been tryna find some inner peace.

Keep on makin’ the same damn mistakes,

Mama say this life gon’ take me away.

She said, “Boy, that pain gon’ break you,”

But that pain’s what made me brave too.

Tryna fill the void with lust,

But I woke up feelin’ worse than I was.

So I spark another blunt,

Pour the henny, fuck it, double up.

I been tryna find love

In all the wrong places,

Pourin’ out my soul, can’t replace it.

Every time I fall, it’s the same old pain,

Feelin’ like I’m drownin’ in the rain.

Got demons in my mind,

They don’t ever sleep,

Tell me shit gon’ change, but I can’t believe.

I been tryna numb this hurt inside,

But love don’t live here tonight.

Yeah, I mix my meds with my potions, I’m floatin’,

I got motion — still feel broken.

Tryna find peace but the bottle stay open,

Heart so cold, I don’t show no emotion.

Told that bitch I’m fine but I lied again,

Fake love in my DMs, it’s all pretend.

I been fightin’ with my thoughts, they my only friends,

Prayin’ I don’t fall off in the deep end.

Feelin’ like the reaper on my shoulder,

Nights get long and the world get colder.

If pain made me real, I’m a soldier,

But damn, I’m just tryna stay sober.