Float Somehow

Verse

Been arguing with God in the shower again

Water hitting my face like it know where I been

I smile for the crowd, then I ghost all my friends

Same problems new day, different pills in the pen (yeah)

Money in the mattress, paranoia in my spine

I don’t trust the silence, it be loud in my mind

Therapy on Tuesdays, still avoiding the truth

I’m a professional liar when I say “I’m cool” (I’m straight)

Ash in the tray, glass half empty

Mirror talk crazy, swear it trying to tempt me

I don’t fear death, I fear wasting my breath

Saying shit I don’t mean just to feel some respect

Mama pray for me nightly, I don’t sleep much

Dreams got sharp edges, wake up beat up (damn)

I don’t need saving, just space to breathe

Too many voices, they sound like me

Hook

I been sinking real slow but I float somehow (uh)

Laughing in the dark, hope it don’t show now

If I say I’m fine, I’m probably lying

I been dancing with my demons, yeah, they all timing

Floating through the night with a weight on me (yeah)

Trying not to crack under what they want from me

If I go quiet, don’t assume it’s peace

I’m just trying not to lose the little left of me

Verse 2

Used to want the throne, now I want a day off

Fame feel like a drug with the worst comedown

People love the art, don’t care who you are

They clap for the fall like it’s part of the job (wild)

I been romanticizing damage, that’s on me

Turned trauma to jokes, made it sound deep

Laugh track playing while my heart bleeding

If honesty a sin, then I’m barely redeeming

I keep my vices close, enemies closer

Love feel good but it come with exposure

I give too much, then I shut down cold

Same cycle spin like a vinyl broke (skrrt)

If heaven got rules, I probably bent them

If hell got music, I already been there

I ain’t chasing ghosts, they just follow my pace

Every time I slow down, they right in my face

Hook

I been sinking real slow but I float somehow (uh-huh)

Laughing in the dark, hope it don’t show now

If I say I’m fine, I’m probably lying

I been dancing with my demons, yeah, they all timing

Floating through the night with a weight on me (yeah)

Trying not to crack under what they want from me

If I go quiet, don’t assume it’s peace

I’m just trying not to lose the little left of me

Outro

Tell my younger self it get heavy but manageable

Tell my older self don’t numb what’s damageable

I’m not perfect, I’m just present today

If I make it through the night, that’s a win… okay? (exhale)