[Verse 1]
Scrolling through a silence
Finger on my face, not my feelings
Checking out the ceiling for a sign
But my soul took a side street, missing from the scene
I’m laughing on delay
Body in the room, heart halfway away
If I graded how awake I am inside
It’s a flatline, paper dry, blank eyes
[Chorus]
I’m here but I’m not here
Waiting on a thought that never comes clear
Ask my mind, “You in line?” it disappeared
On a scale of one to ten, I’m not even near
I’m here but I’m not here
Mouth saying “fine,” but the truth’s in the mirror
Talking to myself like, “Where you at, dear?”
On a scale of one to ten, I’m not even near (not even near)
[Verse 2]
Zone out in the middle of my name
People move their lips, I just hear rain
Daydream like it’s heavy on the gas
Whole life looking at me through the glass
I’m tired of just going through the pose
Answers on my tongue, never leave my throat
Tell myself, “Wake up, this is your life”
But I ghost my own shadow every time
[Chorus]
I’m here but I’m not here
Waiting on a thought that never comes clear
Ask my mind, “You in line?” it disappeared
On a scale of one to ten, I’m not even near
I’m here but I’m not here
Mouth saying “fine,” but the truth’s in the mirror
Talking to myself like, “Where you at, dear?”
On a scale of one to ten, I’m not even near (not even near)