Cupcakes

"I'm searching for a way to escape the pain

A prisoner of love, in a dangerous game

Your sweet embrace, a poisonous refrain

I'm lost in the haze, of your loving flames

I'm chasing the highs, but the lows are my fate

A toxic love story, that I can't seem to escape

My heart's a battleground, where love and pain collide

I'm torn between the memories, and the need to step aside

But oh, the pain I feel, for losing what I had found

A bittersweet reminder, of the love that brought me down

I'm mourning the loss, of the very thing that hurt me so

A masochistic longing, that I can't seem to let go

I know I need to move on, to heal and be free

But the pain is all I have, of what we used to be

I'm scared to let go, of the heartache and the strife

Because it's all that's left, of the love that was my life

But I know I must release, the toxic love that's killing me

Embrace the pain, and let it set me free

For in the end, it's not the love that's the problem, it's me

Holding on to the hurt, is what's causing me to bleed"