"I'm searching for a way to escape the pain
A prisoner of love, in a dangerous game
Your sweet embrace, a poisonous refrain
I'm lost in the haze, of your loving flames
I'm chasing the highs, but the lows are my fate
A toxic love story, that I can't seem to escape
My heart's a battleground, where love and pain collide
I'm torn between the memories, and the need to step aside
But oh, the pain I feel, for losing what I had found
A bittersweet reminder, of the love that brought me down
I'm mourning the loss, of the very thing that hurt me so
A masochistic longing, that I can't seem to let go
I know I need to move on, to heal and be free
But the pain is all I have, of what we used to be
I'm scared to let go, of the heartache and the strife
Because it's all that's left, of the love that was my life
But I know I must release, the toxic love that's killing me
Embrace the pain, and let it set me free
For in the end, it's not the love that's the problem, it's me
Holding on to the hurt, is what's causing me to bleed"