Missing sins

It's been a long time

And I'm still missing you

I miss your smell, your smile

I even miss the hell you put me through

I miss your pretty lies

Oh, how they tasted so sweet

I miss the stories that dripped from your lips

And how your tongue tasted like deceit

I miss lying to myself

Just to hold on one more day

I miss being blind

And giving you, your way

I miss your touch

I miss your hands on my skin

I miss feeling dirty

'Cause I knew where those hands had been

I miss laying in your bed

Filling out another's imprint

Knowing tomorrow

It will be someone else replacing my scent

It's been a long time

And I'm still missing you