4 yrs

I thought we had something real

But you played me like a song on repeat

Four years and you had my heart,

you played me like a foul from the start

I asked you what to do and

all you did was throw some dirt so

then why do you want my heart

Im so tired of the pain you keep causing me

But I can’t stop the feelings from forming

I wonder why you came back and wish we could go back

But here we are ur fine and im hurt

You say I can’t change to protect myself

but you threw me away

like you didn’t even care.

so tired of your maybe,

of your almost love,

when I wasn’t on your mind

like you were on mine

Im so tired of the pain u keep causing me

But I can’t stop the feelings from forming

I wonder why you came back and wish we could go back

But here we are your fine and im hurt

So I’m taking back my heart after

You smashed it in the dirt.

You can’t make me hurt no more,

I’m free from all the bullshit there.

I’m scared to need you

only cause you walked away

like you didn’t care

but when you needed me

I was always there and

I never disappeared.

Im so tired of the pain u keep causing me

But I can’t stop the feelings from forming

I wonder why you came back and wish we could go back

But here we are your fine n im hurt

You said I'm good enough,

then you locked the door.

Left me standing in the hallway,

wondering what I'm good for.

Six months for her,

four years of my maybe.

You gave her a home,

left me at the door