4 yrs

I thought we had something real 
But you played me like a song on repeat
Four years and you had my heart, 
you played me like a foul from the start
 I asked you what to do and 
all you did was throw some dirt so 
then why do you want my heart
Im so tired of the pain you keep causing me 
But I can’t stop the feelings from forming
I wonder why you came back and wish we could go back
But here we are ur fine and im hurt
You say I can’t change to protect myself 
but you threw me away 
like you didn’t even care.
so tired of your maybe, 
of your almost love, 
when I wasn’t on your mind 
like you were on mine
Im so tired of the pain u keep causing me 
But I can’t stop the feelings from forming
I wonder why you came back and wish we could go back
But here we are your fine and im hurt
So I’m taking back my heart after
 You smashed it in the dirt. 
You can’t make me hurt no more, 
I’m free from all the bullshit there.
I’m scared to need you 
only cause you walked away 
like you didn’t care 
but when you needed me 
I was always there and 
I never disappeared.
Im so tired of the pain u keep causing me 
But I can’t stop the feelings from forming
I wonder why you came back and wish we could go back
But here we are your fine n im hurt
You said I'm good enough, 
then you locked the door. 
Left me standing in the hallway, 
wondering what I'm good for.
Six months for her, 
four years of my maybe. 
You gave her a home, 
left me at the door

male