Demons

My heart is a demon and its trapped inside my chest

When im stuck in my head im an oxymoron mess

theres a feeling that I get where my failure finds success

its a fight with the demon fuckin bleedin in my chest Keep it screaming so its vying for my flesh

but I wont be possessed,

Imma stop my own heart just to put all to rest.

RAAAGH

God you told me that my life was a gift but it feels like a test

If I took a bullet to my brain, said Im sorry for the pain would you hold me or protest?

Do I say farwell on a speedboat hell or will you pluck me from the pain that I made myself to express.

Pobodys Nerfect and Nobodys worthless

I wanna sleep but my head is a hurtin

cause all I keep thinking is why we deserve it

one day I woke up I was on the earth and

now im grown up and now Im less perfect

absent my innocence Ive sinned and I live with it

ever since the abuse when I was a little kid

just a mark on my face for the pain and bewilderment

Of how the world stands by and acts like its indifferent

but we're all dust to return to the earth for it is the faith we preserve that weighs up our worth

Yea it will raise up our worth