Demons

My heart is a demon and its trapped inside my chest
When im stuck in my head im an oxymoron mess
theres a feeling that I get where my failure finds success
its a fight with the demon fuckin bleedin in my chest Keep it screaming so its vying for my flesh
but I wont be possessed, 
Imma stop my own heart just to put all to rest.
RAAAGH
God you told me that my life was a gift but it feels like a test
If I took a bullet to my brain, said Im sorry for the pain would you hold me or protest?
Do I say farwell on a speedboat hell or will you pluck me from the pain that I made myself to express.

Pobodys Nerfect and Nobodys worthless
I wanna sleep but my head is a hurtin
cause all I keep thinking is why we deserve it
one day I woke up I was on the earth and
now im grown up and now Im less perfect


absent my innocence Ive sinned and I live with it
ever since the abuse when I was a little kid
just a mark on my face for the pain and bewilderment
Of how the world stands by and acts like its indifferent

but we're all dust to return to the earth for it is the faith we preserve that weighs up our worth
 Yea it will raise up our worth

rap, hip hop, punk