[Verse 1]
Yeah…
Born in the shadows of Waller, that legacy heavy as hell in the marrow
Momma said “Do what you gotta,” no question, no conscience, no fear, just the barrel
I ain’t ask for this mission, this isn’t ambition, I’m drowning in secrets I carry
Watching the team that I’m sent here to sabotage growing on me, damn it gets scary
They thinking I’m loyal, they thinking I’m honest, they thinking we bonded
And part of me wanting that bond too, guess trauma respondin’ to trauma, ironic
Chris looking at me with trust in his eyes, and I’m dyin’ inside
He just want someone to ride, someone to say “I got you, even when shit ain't alright”
But I’m lying daily, fake smiling lately, I hate me, I’m shaky
Mission on paper was simple, but real people’s lives ain’t written so vaguely
I ain’t no soldier, I ain’t no killer — but watch how the world gon’ force me to be
Man, they don’t teach you to breathe when the guilt in your lungs is the enemy
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[Hook]
I ain’t tryin’ to be Waller, but the blood in my veins ain’t clean
Put a mask on, walk calm, but inside I’m split at the seams
Loyalty ain’t never been simple — when the truth ain’t ever been free
But if pulling this trigger gon’ break me
Then fuck it — I’ll shoot to be me.
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[Verse 2]
Yeah, I betrayed the squad, that’s facts
I sold Chris out clean behind his back
Watched him bleed for a country that didn’t want him
Watched him break, rebuild, then become something
And I’m the snake they planted to end him
But he still called me friend — that’s the venom
You don’t know pain ‘til forgiveness is given you don’t deserve
You don’t know weight ‘til the truth hit harder than any gun burst
You don’t know fear ‘til you choose to stand up to the system that made you
I saw myself in the mirror and said, “Girl, the only one caging you is you.”
The butterflies came, the world went mad
Guns went blazing, choices got bad
Lines got crossed, sides got swapped
But when the smoke cleared?
I still stood. I didn’t drop.
Took the mic, spoke truth lyve
Told the world who the hell my mother really was, no lies
I ain’t hiding no more behind legacy ties
If being real means breaking bloodlines?
Then break them — cut that thread — sever spine.
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[Hook]
I ain’t tryin’ to be Waller, but the blood in my veins ain’t clean
Put a mask on, walk calm, but inside I’m split at the seams
Loyalty ain’t never been simple — when the truth ain’t ever been free
But if pulling this trigger gon’ break me
Then fuck it — I’ll shoot to be me.
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[Bridge]
This ain’t redemption
It’s reclamation
Not saving the world
Just saving my damnation
Chris — I see you
Harcourt — I feel you
Econ-uh-mous — you bleed too
We ain’t heroes, we just people
Caught in wars we ain’t agree to
But if I fall
At least I fall see-through
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[Outro]
No mask
No lies
No mother’s orders disguised
Just me — flawed, shaking, alive
Trigger steady
Hands ready
This time — I choose which side.
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