Lyrics
[Verse 1]
You say "I love you"
I say it back too loud
Buy a ring in my head
After one kiss in your truck cab
Then you go quiet
My mind slams on the gas
Every mile sign's a warning
Every text feels like a crash
[Chorus]
I'm up, I'm gone, I'm back again
Angel, stranger, lover, friend
I build you up, then break and bend
From "never leave" to "this is the end"
I swear I'm tryin', but I'm wired
Like barbed fence around a fire
I'm a heart on heavy disorder
Spinnin' out on this borderline backroad with you
[Verse 2]
Some days I'm sunshine
Cookin' eggs, singin' your name
Next day I’m storm clouds
Sayin' things I can't explain
You just hold your coffee
Let my thunder roll on through
You see the scared kid
Hidin' in my boots
[Chorus]
I'm up, I'm gone, I'm back again
Angel, stranger, lover, friend
I build you up, then break and bend
From "never leave" to "this is the end"
I swear I'm tryin', but I'm wired
Like barbed fence around a fire
I'm a heart on heavy disorder
Spinnin' out on this borderline backroad with you
[Bridge]
I ain't your project
I ain't hopeless either
Got a name for this ache
But it don't make me weaker
So if you ride beside me
When my tail lights shake
I'll keep choosin' help
Over runnin' away (oh)
[Chorus]
I'm up, I'm here, I'm holdin' on
Angel, stranger, same old song
I still get scared, I still get wrong
From "push you out" to "where you belong"
I swear I'm tryin', yeah I'm wired
But your hand's on mine, we're wired
Just a heart with heavy disorder
Findin' room on this borderline backroad with you
Style
countrymodern country ballad with male vocals; fingerpicked acoustic and gentle slide guitar up frontbrushed kit and warm bass easing in by the first chorus. verses stay intimate and close-mic’dalmost like a late-night confession; chorus widens with stacked harmonies and a simple sing-along melody. subtle organ pad in the bridgethen a soft-vocal final chorus that pulls back to just guitar and voice for an exposedemotional landing.
Prompt
Having borderline personality disorder, Country, Male
Credits
Prompt by
NickDABeats123
NickDABeats123GeneratedApr 6, 2026
ModelAria v5.5
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