[Verse 1]
You left your charger at the house
It’s still plugged in by the couch, I stare at it
Your hoodie hangin’ from the chair
Got your perfume in the air, can’t wear it
Mama foldin’ empty clothes
Talkin’ like you on the phone, I can’t say it
That you ain’t walkin’ through that door
’Cause some coward pulled a trigger and you paid it
I had to ID your face
Fluorescent lights, cold hallway, my legs shakin’
Little sister on a steel bed
I seen red, I ain’t been the same, I’m breakin’
Cops say “give it up to faith”
I got their names written down, I’m still waitin’
Everybody say “time heals”
But all I got is time for retaliation
[Chorus]
Blood on my hoodie, tears on my sleeve
They took my sister, what they expect me to be
I got a list, I can’t forgive, I can’t breathe
I want revenge, I want revenge
’Til somebody bleed
They gave me candles, posted her pic on the feed
But I want answers, want ’em to feel what we feel
I got a list, I can’t forgive, I can’t breathe
I want revenge, I want revenge
(you hear me?) I want revenge
[Verse 2]
You used to nag me “come inside”
Now I’m out here in the night where you warned me
Every corner got a ghost
Every car that roll slow feel like it taunt me
I got that burner in the drawer
Got your bracelet ‘round my wrist, it haunt me
Talkin’ to you in my head
Sayin’ “big bro, you gon’ lose you if you want this”
But what they know about breathin’ glass
Hearin’ Mama in the dark, throat crack, heart cough
What they know about yearbook pics
Turned to murals on a brick, color washed off
I caught a glimpse of one dude laugh
Same tattoo, same mask, then he walked off
Now every siren sound I hear
Make my fingers itch to take that lock off
[Chorus]
Blood on my hoodie, tears on my sleeve
They took my sister, what they expect me to be
I got a list, I can’t forgive, I can’t breathe
I want revenge, I want revenge
’Til somebody bleed
They gave me candles, posted her pic on the feed
But I want answers, want ’em to feel what we feel
I got a list, I can’t forgive, I can’t breathe
I want revenge, I want revenge
(yeah) I want revenge
[Bridge]
I see you laughin’ in the bleachers
Hear your keys by the door, they still hangin’
Then it’s tape lines, white chalk
Mama on the floor, chest bangin’
If I go slide, do I fix it
Or just trade one grave for another one waitin’
If I go slide, do I meet you
Or do I leave her down here, devastated
[Chorus]
Blood on my hoodie, tears on my sleeve
They took my sister, what they expect me to be
I got a list, I can’t forgive, I can’t breathe
I want revenge, I want revenge
’Til somebody bleed
They gave me candles, posted her pic on the feed
But all this anger turnin’ me into what I hate see
I got a list, I can’t forgive, I can’t breathe
Still want revenge, still want revenge
But you whisper “live for me”
(yeah) you whisper “live for me”