Over these

I am awake and alive.

People have thought i am gone and died along the way.

No one have seen me, because I've been in the shadows, disguise myself as grim reaper since that day.

My mind have been over flowing with conscious of judgment of people when they see me.

I am hurt and never free.

I ask myself sometimes what have i done.

Is this a curse? or a phase? it's not fun.

Whether i live or die, it doesn't matter what is my viewpoint.

I've flip the mirror coin. (Aaaah)

and it says that i don't belong here.

Hush words is the burning tool i need to bear.

(Chorus)

Heaven gates, open wide!

i am ready to die!

my times is up.

I have empty my memories upon this cup.

I don't need to stay here anymore.

I don't who i was, so, Show me the door

and Let me Fly!

(High!)

in the Sky!

Everyone is better than me, that i will ever be.

i am over these.

let me rest in peace (echo)

(2nd verse)

The day i was born, i was so confuse.

This world is controlled by mens abuse.

Sure, i might be wrong.

Bad enough This is my sad song!

oooh, yeah

Sleeping at night with hopes and dreams.

it does not seems. (that way)

But waking up, you experience only judments of humans expectation.

Say it out loud, can put you into a deep hole of suffocation.

Narrowing down of what I've seen all of my years.

There's only silence, pain and my rainning tears.

But it doesn't matter now, and it didn't matter back then, and it will not matter in the near future because....

(Chorus)

Heaven gates, open wide!

i am ready to die! (Ready to Die!)

my times is up.

I have empty my memories upon this cup.

I don't need to stay here anymore.

I don't who i was, so, Show me the door

and Let me Fly!

(High!)

in the Sky!

Everyone is better than me, that i will ever be.

i am over these.

let me rest in peace (echo)

(3rd verse)

Walking every day with a goal in mind.

They will crush it like it's fine.

Who will i look up to with this evil plan?

I wish i could really can.

Be somebody.

But my mind always tell me that i am a Nobody.

And i should accepts this Cruel Life! (echo)

My God forgive me for what i am about to do with this knife! (echo)

Slay me from my misery into the rivers!

Because that's where i belong.

As a shame boy, surrounded with sharks as the killers.

Do or Die.

I'll be never be fine.

thank you for listening to this song of mine but...

(Chorus)

Heaven gates, open wide!

i am ready to die!

my times is up.

I have empty my memories upon this cup.

I don't need to stay here anymore.

I don't who i was, so, Show me the door

and Let me Fly!

(High!)

in the Sky!

Everyone is better than me, that i will ever be.

i am over these. (I am so over these)

let me rest in peace (echo)

oooh yeah (Echo)